Ok... so I've pretty much been dead to the world of Waldorfians since I graduated in December.

I've been working my ass off and dealing with tons of crap. Someone I had put complete trust and faith in betrayed me very badly, and I started doing stupid shit (Katie Austin probably would know what I mean by that...)

Luckily, I have some pretty awesome friends all around that have been helping me out.

I broke up with someone I started dating in April... but that was weeks ago... and I'm kinda going out with someone else.

That whole thing is kinda confusing, but it's alright. I think I know where I stand in relationships and what I want out of them. Considering I broke up with the other guy because I didn't really know, but also just didn't want to date him... within the >3 weeks we dated, I figured that out. He's still bothering me telling me I don't know what the hell I want in that short of time.

Yeah. We don't say that kinda stuff to me when I do know what I'm feeling and going through. He's not thrilled with me right now anyway, because I think he realized I like this other guy a lot more.

Maybe if you stop telling someone they have to have sex with you, you might get into a relationship that lasts longer than three weeks.

UGH. No I didn't have sex with him. I don't want to, didn't want to. Won't. He's not gonna be happy that I am dating someone else now.

I should quit the casino anyway... it's gonna be awkward...the guy I broke up with is a slot tech, the guy I'm with is a dealer.

I think I like my current situation much better. He's nice, likes anime... haha, smells good and isn't an arrogant ass like the last guy. Granted the last guy did smell good too... but still. he was arrogant, conceited, and felt he was entitled.

Anyway... there are people who know who I am dating... i don't know how one of the waitresses found out, considering he and I said nothing to anyone. Except my room mate, who proceeded to squeal like a little girl. (my room mate is a guy)

Safe to say I think he was happy that I've got a guy... though I don't know why... he's wierd like that though. He wants a boyfriend too though. Hmmmm....

I wonder if one of the pit bosses found out or if one of the guys we went to Iron Man with said something and it's getting around?